I Don't Love YouIt seems like the world is falling down, even though I know it isn't. Sometimes I really think I can bring back yesterday, but tomorrow is only a few hours away. I'm afraid of my future, or my lack thereof. I want something to hold onto, and you better believe that I'm search for all sorts of security blankets but sometimes it seems so easy just to let go. No, I'm not contemplating suicide, not a real suicide, maybe a suicide of the mind, but not the body. I can only harm my self emotionally, I once too much cowardice to harm myself physically. I can shut myself down, get rid of my friends, and refuse to accept myself for who I am. It seems lI Don't Love You
TakeThese dreams I draw inside my head, While I lay, warm in my bed These thought I have of you and me Even though I know we can never beTake
So take my heart
You make art Out of my simple words Even though you hurt
I'm addicted to your smile You sit laughing all the while I'm addicted to your touch Something I don't acquire much
You throw your arms in the air Instead of stroking my hair Aloud you shout words of desperation I can feel some form of manifestation
Your love I cannot tell
You hide it so well I guess I'
LosingWinning isn't everything, That's what they say. So why do I feel so bad, That I lost today? I lost the ball, I lost control, I lost courage to proceed, But most of all, I lost you. I'm broken underneath. I try to make you proud, But now that you're gone, I don't feel so loud, I don't feel so right, I don't feel like, Winning.Losing
When you lost.
Not BecauseFalling outNot Because
Dropping down Lost and found Waterless drowning
It's not because of you I swear I'm over you
Running away Gone to stay My dismay Don't you say;
It's not because of me You will not let me free
Traveling fast Speeding past Sickly cast First to last
It's not because of us We cannot make such a fuss
Sick Lost Gone Dead
But it's not because of you Don't you dare think that I swear, I'm over you
travels.then there i am, waving to you from that crusty toyota rolling away in front of your gaudy apartment complex. the window shade is dancing, laughing, shaking it's fist at me, and i am left once again to figure things out for myself.travels.
but for you and me, returning to normal is just as painful as saying "I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH NEVER NEVER LEAVE ME PLEASE DON'T."; the words aren't forming? my son, my son, you cannot leave me. you cannot leave me like this, look at me, look at my face, look at this shell of a woman.
then here i am again, i am here again, and there you are, in that rockin' chair, rockin'
i'll wait for you, but i can't wait forever
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Life means everything when alive, and nothing when you die
I would rather be hated for what I said, instead of loved for what I never meant (to all the haters)
Question everything, including yourself and your self
-asho-
*runs to check out your gallery*
i love my madeeesuunnn
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It seems like forever....
_whatsername
I heart her so!
and her poetry is teh best EVURRRRR!!! X333
okee see you later!
I
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-:- I don't agree with what you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it -:-
~Voltaire; French Philosopher
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"Crazy people make the world less uncomfertable, it makes me feel more sane!
"I Don't mind straight people as long as they act gay in public"
"No I'm the end of the world as you know it...and I feel fine".
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It seems like forever....
_whatsername
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